De-Constructing the Self

It is all starting to come together, friends. All of the hard work you have been doing, all of the clearing that has been taking place…It is all coming together to bring you to this moment of Now.


As we invite you to become very present in this moment, we wish you to understand that as you read these words, the information that is forthcoming is of a particular vibration; a high frequency vibration. It matters not when you read it, you are still receiving the energy, the encoded information that your soul is desiring you to receive in this moment. This is possible because we are working without the constraints of time and space.

You are existing (living, working, creating) more and more, free of the constraints of time and space. Notice how this manifests in your life. Pause for a moment, and notice what has changed for you in the last year; for some of you, in the last 5-10 years.

The Akashic Field is not knew, but more is being ‘discovered’ about it, making it less mysterious, more accessible. Some refer to the Akashic Field as a kind of supercomputer for the cosmos. Information flows constantly, and you, in your ever expanding state of awareness, are able to ‘receive’ and better yet, understand this information, and how it pertains to you.

Your awakening process effects you physically, mentally and emotionally. Your brain is literally waking up, along with your DNA. You have electrons in every cell of your body, and in your brain, these electrons are part of an electric current that is continuously transmitting and receiving impulses from the Akashic Field. We have spoken before about the importance of the frequency of the information that you broadcast and receive because this information affects you in profound ways. Like thoughts meet like thoughts, building energy and manifesting those thoughts into matter.

You have more conscious control than ever in regards to what you are manifesting as your reality. This helps to explain some of the chaos that you are experiencing in your world: The exponential growth in the awareness of humanity combined with those that are still resisting contributes to the chaos, as many are still immersed in low vibration creations. Many of your prophets and seers could see the ‘end times’, and many feel that there are here for you now. These are indeed end times: the end of forgetfulness. The end of the old way of being. The end of falsities, lies. You are entering the Time of Great Awakening, and in this process, all that is built upon lies must be deconstructed.

This process of deconstruction applies to you as well. All that you thought that you were: All of the labels, stories, learned behaviors are to be deconstructed. This is about getting to the root of You; the True You. Therefore there is often chaos within, as deconstruction is a major undertaking that involves breaking down everything that you thought was true and real.

Freedom is what you are seeking, and freedom is what you will find.

The deconstruction of the self, coinciding with the deconstruction of the world as you know it brings freedom, and Truth.

Now, back to the Akashic Field.

As you de-construct your old patterns and beliefs, shedding all of the lies and labels, you literally clear away lifetimes of old energy from the physical, mental and emotional self. What happens when there is a clear connection? You hear, you see, you speak without distortion. Dear friends, you have lived with distortion for lifetimes. The distortion is clearing, and your electron filled brain is firing: Transmitting and receiving better than it has in the history of your existence as a human. You are able to access and understand with greater clarity, the information in the Akashic Field; the supercomputer of the cosmos. How does this benefit you?

It offers a deeper, clearer understanding of Who You Are, which affects every aspect of your existence. It affects your relationships, it impacts your work, it changes how you perceive everyone else. As you cognize who you are, and begin to experience the effects of this awareness in your life, you witness everyone else in that light. Literally, in that light: The light of your own Divine awareness; your own holiness. This process is how the New World is being re-constructed. It is based on your spiritual recognition of Self and everyone else. Ego has no outstanding role in this new world. You are re-membering your True selves, and your true, Divine selves are soul oriented, not ego based.

Much is changing and much more will come to light in the coming years.

Many of you will have ‘memories’ of other lifetimes and existences, some of them not of earth.

What you consider ‘non-physical’ beings as well as beings from other parts of the cosmos will let themselves ‘be known’ to you as you acclimate to the frequency of the Field. This ‘channeled message’ comes via the Akashic Field in the form of information that is downloaded into the brain of the one writing. She has found it easier to ‘tap into’ the Akashic Field of late, and is open to her work evolving as she deconstructs her own patterns, stepping more into her freedom every day.

You are invited to welcome and embrace change as it knocks on the door of your awareness! This is what you have come here for.


Healthy, Wealthy, Wild & Wise

There comes a time in your life where you realize that you are no longer constantly seeking: Seeking guidance, seeking answers, seeking enlightenment. It’s a moment that I would imagine, comes later in life…Late enough in your life where you have had the time and opportunity to experience love, grief, bliss, judgment, loss.

When the awareness that you are no longer seeking dawns on you, you begin to understand that you do indeed have answers. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you have all of the answers, it most certainly doesn’t mean that there’s nothing left to learn; it means that you can slow down and enjoy life more.

Rest…Take a break from constantly seeking solutions and answers. There is less “Why?” and more “I understand.”

The cessation of constant seeking is a time of self realization.  Speaking from personal experience, (which truly, is the only place from which anyone is able to speak) no longer being in seek mode means that I know Who I am. I have a much deeper understanding of why I am here. That’s a huge relief. I want to be very clear when I say that this is not the end of the journey, not by a long shot. It is another level of awareness; a place of being comfortable with Me.

I am no longer growing up; I am expanding my awareness and understanding of everything and everyone around me.

I am no longer just getting older; I am becoming wiser and more confident in my own innate knowledge of life, myself and the world.

I make the choice to be healthy. I am fully conscious of all of the choices I make and how they affect my health: Physically, emotionally and mentally. I say No when I want to say No, Yes when I want to say Yes.

I put myself first. This is extraordinarily important because 1. It is loving yourself, and this is something that we all need to do. And 2.  If you can’t do right by and for yourself, no one else can or will.

I choose to be wealthy. I choose abundance. I am old enough and have done enough work on myself to know that I am worthy of wealth and abundance. I am not speaking of just monetary wealth, I am talking about abundance in all areas of my life. Interestingly, as we do the work on ourselves, and we learn to love and trust our inner guidance, there comes a time when we realize that some of our ideas about wealth are not as important as they once were. Having material things is not as important as an abundance of good health, family, love, peace, satisfying work, just to name a few things. Witnessing a beautiful sunset is abundance to me. I will never grow tired of the beauty that is all around us. I have a deeper appreciation for friends; ones that I have known for most of my life, and new friends who know me just as I am now, without my old baggage and labels.

There is freedom is being wild and a wildness in being free.

Wild? No one calls me wild. Yet at times, I feel so unconstrained by the trappings of the things of my youth. I am more comfortable now going out without any makeup, or in my yoga clothes. It’s not a big deal, but at the same time, I would have thought twice about it just 3 or 4 years ago, being much more concerned about what others would think about me. If someone is judging you, it’s because there is something within them that is being triggered. The same goes for judging others: If you find yourself doing it, look within at what aspect of yourself is being triggered.

Grow into who you are, enjoy the ride, and acknowledge your own wisdom, wildness and the abundance that is in your life.

I choose to be healthy, wealthy, wild and wise. Join me?

Meet the New You

We wish to re introduce you to yourselves. The “self” that you think you know so well is not truly “who you are.” You are that which created you; and you understand this now because we have been inviting you to remember it for a long time.

The “self” that we wish to re acquaint you with is your True Self: The multi-sensory self; the “light” self; your Divine Soul self.

It is time to re-member this fully and completely, in your entirety.

You have been on the upswing of the bell curve of awakening for most of this lifetime, and the recent and current states of chaos and unrest that exist in your world contribute to the timing of expanded awareness.

You have created everything that you experience in this world through your thoughts and beliefs. Everything and everyone is a part of Source/That which created you, so as you are That also, everything in your world is a manifestation of your thoughts and beliefs. It is never too late to change your thoughts and beliefs. In fact, it is time to change your thoughts and beliefs.

It is a matter of Trust: Trusting the Self; Trusting Who You Are; and trusting that you have the ability to re-pattern everything that you think, therefore everything that you create. We remind you: Your thoughts are extraordinarily powerful.

Mass consciousness is a reality, and something that you are affecting and being affected by in every moment. We are inviting you to fully cognize this fact; wake up to it, and to realize how much power you have in creating change.

Take a moment now, and allow us to introduce you to YourSelf.

Pause and breathe deeply now, imagining that you are going to the door, the door that opens into the infinite. As you open the door, you witness YourSelf. This is You in all of your Divinity, all of your Holiness, all of your Power. (Not ego driven power, but soul driven power.) See YourSelf in the wholeness and magnificence of your Entirety. See the light that emanates from within you. Feel the energy as you re-connect with YourSelf. Experience this in real time, right now.

This is happening, friend. This is what is needed, now.

You are in a time of necessary awakening to your own Divinity.

If you are reading this, you are aware of your call to action. Your call to action is to Trust Who You Are and manifest the Peace that dwells within you. Create change. Hatred cannot abide in a peaceful environment. We have said this before and we will say it again: You are an integral part of bringing in the Time of Great Awakening, and the time is Now. The world needs you; the You who is in full awareness of her/his Divinity. We joyfully introduce you, to You. ​​​​​​​

“Clarified Consciousness is Contagious”

“Clarified Consciousness is Contagious” ( quote from The Akashic Experience by Ervin Laszlo)

New energy floods your awareness in this very moment, yet many of you are still resisting it.

What am I resisting you wonder; I have been working hard to clear, to release, to heal! Yes, you have, and yes there is still resistance.


Because you are afraid. You are afraid of what is new and unknown to you. Let us rephrase that: Your mind/ego is afraid of what is new and unknown to it.

Your soul; that part of you that is Divine and Holy, knows all, and is willing and eager to be free, yet you are still ingrained in the ways of the human, so you still struggle with duality.

Pause and breathe…Bring your awareness inward to the Holiness, the Divinity that dwells within you and take a moment to step into the expansiveness that is You. From that place of expansiveness, use your intention to align to the highest frequency available to you and open to the flow of energy and information that is always present and ever flowing. It helps to use your imagination; seeing and feeling the information as energy and/or light flowing in through the crown chakra.

Here is what we tell you: Information is flowing to and through you constantly regardless of it’s frequency, and you receive the information, effectively raising (or lowering) your frequency to match it.

Frequent and regular alignment to the highest frequency causes your body to entrain to the highest frequency. Entraining to and sustaining the highest frequency available to you limits the lower frequency information that you will receive. The choice is always yours.

Understand that the more aware you are of this process, the more you are able to contribute to the rate at which you expand your awareness by consciously aligning to the highest frequency that is available to you.

We also wish to tell you that everything is energy and information. Your body is comprised of energetic information, it is simply vibrating at a frequency that is able to sustain the force of gravity.

Since your body is information, you are constantly sharing energy and information with others.

What are you sharing? What are you receiving? You have control of these things dear one. Your thoughts and intentions are very powerful.

Let us revisit the fear that many of you still live with.

As your mind and body learn to entrain to the highest frequency through practice, you learn to trust your soul-self. Fears generated by the ego/mind become easily recognizable for what they are, and they lose the power they used to hold. (Power that you gave them.) It is an ongoing process dear one, please release any self judgment that may arise around this. All that you have witnessed, experienced, remembered, and wish that you could forget has brought you to this moment. There is only this moment, and it is the most important moment. What are you sharing and receiving in this moment?

We wish to tell you that you have the right to claim your happiness. It is within you. It has never left you. It is an innate part of you, just as love and harmony are innate to you. Within everyone is harmony and balance. It is not out of your reach.

You chose to be here for this; to remember who and what you are, and to claim your birthright. As you continue to become aware of and to trust your innate Divinity, you begin to fully cognize that everything in existence is energy, and energy can be manipulated. You are witnessing the manipulation of energy daily. If you are empathic, you are able to feel these shifts in energy. We invite you to practice entrainment to the highest frequency with intention, if you are not already doing so. The information contained in the energy of the work that you do is part of the whole, and affects the whole. What are you sharing in this moment?

We are honored to offer you this remembrance, this guidance. We offer it to you with love.

Karmic Clearing

It is time in the ever evolving cycle of humanity to begin to fully understand karma, and your relationship to it.

You have always been a victim of karma, or that was your belief, from very early on in your journey as a human being.

It is now time to become aware of the shift in the energy of karma, more specifically, where you are in your journey with and through karma.

Karma is balance: Balance is a law of the Universe. What you reap you sow, and so on.

Each of you has repeated countless karmic cycles, and you are in the midst of many of them in this current lifetime.

This lifetime is so very different from any that you have lived before. As we have told you many times, you are expanding exponentially in your awareness of Self: Who and what you are. This expansion of self knowledge is in direct correlation to where the planet is in the cosmos; traversing through new energy. Earth herself is evolving. A time of great change and eventual awakening is upon you. You have been preparing for it for myriad lifetimes.

Karmic clearing is at hand. You have been clearing your karmic issues for a while, but it is now time for you to become fully aware of the implications of karmic clearing.

Understand that all things come into balance, and that as you clear your karmic debts, balance simply becomes an aspect of your own inner knowing. In other words, as you expand and evolve, you become more aware of your soul’s desires and goals and you are led less and less by the ego’s desires.

Your soul fully comprehends the concept of balance, therefore karma is becoming a non issue. It was a part of ego based living.

Seek to clear your karmic debts. Intend to be guided by your soul. There are those that are here to help you in your desire to be free of karmic debt.

Freedom from karmic debt is another step on the ascension ladder.

Welcome to another level of healing.

You Are At Your Most Powerful Right Now…

What you focus on is what begins to take root, rapidly sending those roots deep into the fabric of the universe. How you focus on those things sends waves of energy far and wide into the fabric of the universe. You are at your most powerful right now…In this moment, you are transmitting and receiving energy more than you have in the history of your entire human existence.

Tomorrow it will be different. The day after that it will shift again. In fact, in every moment, everything and everyone shifts. It is a constant.

We remind you that nothing happens in linear time anymore because you are expanding your conscious awareness exponentially. As you welcome more of your (over)soul into the physical body, energetic and physiological changes occur faster than you realize.

Many of you are feeling a sense of overwhelm or an overloading of your senses, and many attribute these feelings (and often ailments) to worldly events. To some extent this is accurate, but at the deeper level it is more of a unified effect: In other words, what is happening on a global scale is caused by what is happening energetically within each human being, and what is occurring within each human is in alignment with the changes that all are experiencing globally. One happens in accord with the other and vice versa. Inner shifts instigate changes in the external reality. 

How you perceive the world and what is occurring is important because it affects your energy, which then dictates how you effect everyone around you. Some have a very large circle of influence, so the energy of these individuals has a greater impact on the whole. The President of the United States is one such example. (There are many others incarnated now as well, all affecting the world stage, creating change.) How this being perceives his own internal and external realities is currently reaching and affecting billions of people. He and others, chose this time to incarnate, knowing all of this at the soul level.

We pause here to stress that we have no judgment; we see all beings and events through the eyes of Divine Grace and Love. From our perspective, all is in Divine order and in accordance with the Laws of the Universe.  There is no right and wrong, there are only choices. Free will and Divine knowing are constantly moving together, energetically flowing and shifting; the fluid fabric of all that is, was and ever will be.

The President’s circle of influence is worldwide, and he is following his soul’s guidance while exercising his free will. He is affecting multitudes and stirring deeply buried conceptual memories of hatred, victory, injustice, hope and oppression within the Akash of humanity. These conceptual memories have been within each of you for lifetime after lifetime and they play an active role in the patterns of oppression, greed, hatred that you have repeated over and over in your human existence. You are here in this time of the Great Awakening to clear your inner Akash…To step fully into your Divinity, free of the dense lower frequencies of your earlier human lifetimes. All that is of the lower frequency cannot abide in the higher vibration of your evolving selves, so it must be uprooted, acknowledged, healed and released. Everyone’s awareness is expanding at her/his own pace, but no one is exempt.

Understand there there are many factors and energies at play here…There always have been. The difference is that you are much more aware of them now, and this Divine Knowing challenges the most human aspects of you.

This is all as it should be. You chose to come here now in order to be challenged because you knew that you would experience and be an integral part of the Great Awakening.

We invite you to pause, and breathe into your heart center. Breathe work is instrumental in helping you to stay balanced, which helps you to focus on what your heart is in alignment with. From this place of balanced alignment, we invite you to focus your energy, your thoughts. You are at your most powerful right now. 

It is with the deepest honor and gratitude that we say Namaste.