You have transcended time.
In the transcendence of time, everything changes for you as a human. Spiral time is your “reality” and with spiral time comes the deeper awareness of every old pattern and belief that constitutes suffering.
You are experiencing your own personal revelation, reckoning, awakening, transcendence, evolution and ascendance, and you are experiencing it for everyone and everything.
This means that you feel what everyone feels, and you also feel what the earth feels and it can be intense. You are a microcosm of the world, and you are also the world and everyone on it. You are the only One that exists, and you exist in everyone and everything.
There is only You.
You are everything.
You see the events in the world, and for some, they may mirror the events in your life, or reflect back to you Akashic memories that trigger your victimhood stirring the movement of deep anger, betrayal, and suffering. For some, the events of the world trigger the Akashic memory of being the oppressor, the perpetrator, so that you feel guilt, even shame, not understanding where it comes from. Most of us feel all of it.
All of this energy and these feelings come from You, it comes from everything and everyone. Suffering is being acknowledged. In the acknowledgment of suffering, judgment arises, triggering the ancient and deeply embedded energy of victimhood and perpetrator in everyone.
Please understand friends, that this is the course that it needs to take in order for you to be free.
One cannot simply agree to release eons of old energy just by wishing it away.
It has to circle back around and be acknowledged and accepted before being shed, and you are in this cycle now. The very good news is that you are doing the work, you are making the climb, you are working towards balance and freedom.
The pendulum is swinging back, regaining momentum in order to find balance.
Let us explain a deeper aspect of your current experience.
As you ascend your sacred mountain, your journey of ascension, you continue to lighten your load, moving through the steps of acknowledging, working through and releasing your akashic history; the energy of trauma, suffering, and everything else that is of the lower frequency that has kept you bound, constrained, limited, and in the darkness of the lie of separation.
You are free of linear time, and for the most part, stepping out of circular time and into spiral time, meaning the old patterns and beliefs come back around but in your higher awareness you recognize them for what they are: Old Akashic energy. Suffering. Low vibrational lies and falsehoods. So you do not step back into repeating them. This alters your energy in every conceivable way, so that your external world reflects the changes that you are making from your God self, your high self, and it is ALL VERY NEW. New can be fearful, causing the ego/small self to want to reclaim what it has left behind.
You cannot reclaim that which is old and feel comfortable there any longer.
That is a fact, and you are realizing this. You are literally making that fact real to your conscious self.
There is no such thing as failure. You have heard that before, but that too is a fact. You cannot fall off of your sacred mountain. Take a moment and breathe this in, for this is a cosmic law, and you set it up yourself. You, as Creator, created the cosmic laws. (Also known as  the Laws of the Universe.)
As you step out of your history of suffering you become more and more aware that your thoughts are manifesting into “reality.” Some of these thoughts are contrary to what you believe that you are desiring, so you question your own truth and validity, fearing that you are failing, or going backwards in your ascension journey.
What is truly happening is that your thoughts are digging their way out of the energy of victimhood and guilt. You have been and done everything in your human experiences. There is not one of you who has not been the victim and been the oppressor, and you carry the energy of all of these “memories” within your Akash. (This is the “suffering” that everyone is releasing.) As you awaken to your own holiness and continue to re-member Who and What you are, you are also remembering that you cannot be either the victim or the oppressor. When you choose the energy of one, you are judging the other, and your Godself holds no judgment. Your God self cannot hold judgment, that is the ego/small self’s claim. (And there is no judgment around that, as that was the ego’s purpose.)
So we invite you to become aware of this, to cognize this as you witness the events in your personal life as well as the events on the world stage. To witness is not  to “see,” because “seeing” is limited to the human perspective.  You are no longer constrained by the human perspective, you are far enough in your climb up your sacred mountain to witness the whole, to witness from the perspective of your higher/soul/God self.
We invite you to practice witnessing all that occurs as time spirals through you, and as you spiral through time.
All that is occurring is moving energy for the highest and best.
We will say that again: All that is occurring is bringing in change. The pendulum is swinging, ultimately finding balance. Upheaval and the displacement of old energy has to occur first.
There is so much happening on so many levels, and we invite your to find the quiet within, for that is where you find Peace.
Everyone can find the peace within, as it is innate in you. If you feel that you cannot find it, take a moment now and breathe into the energy that surrounds you now…Feel the hands of God holding you as you settle into the womb of the Goddess, allowing her to cradle you. This is from whence you came and you have never left it, you simply believed that you did. Be Here Now, in the womb of the mother and the hands of the father, and be in Peace.
Rest here, as this is Home